This week in Alyan and the Lamp Alyan realized his feelings for Jinling. As well as his own nature. Focused all his life on knowledge and gaining entry to the House of Wisdom. The kiss with Raesssa was interesting but he felt nothing more, and marrying her was logical not romantic. He only finds happiness with Jinling and losing him opens Alyan’s eyes.
Some people realize their sexual identity early in life, some don’t until later in life. When did you realize? When, and if, did you come out?